I know it sounds stupid, but honestly: who doesn't like attention of his loved ones?
It's an every day struggle, fight almost. A war going on in my mind.
What to do if you feel you're not getting enough of it.
What to do if you think you're not getting what you deserve.
And there's always this jealousy messing with my head.
On the other hand, I know that I have everything I could ask for. So I always end up asking myself: What the fuck is wrong with me?
WHY can't I be happy for someone else?
WHY do I always have the need to be in the center of all the attention?
WHY can't I just be satisfied with my life?
I don't know why.
